| Well Myspace login isn't working right now so I decided to make a blog here on xanga. Well things have been going so so right now I'm not really sure. Everything seems so upside down right now I'm not sure how to handle things. I'm scared I'm hurting other people but I just don't know what to do. Sometimes I wish for things to happen that I know if they were to ever happen I wouldn't be as happy as I think I would be. Who knows that doesn't even make sense, but thats just how I've been feeling lately..broken/senseless. But why? I have no idea. |
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| Sections today didn't do too good in my IM but I did in the 4x100 relay!
Guys are tomorrow GOOD LUCK too bad I can't go
Anyways seasons been pretty good time wise im proud, can't wait until next year though! |
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| Been a long time since ive written in here.
Prom was well, not worth the money I spent on it. Glad other people had a good time though.
Life has been a bit on the hard side lately. It's been getting harder and harder to get through the day without wanting to break down. Dunno whats been up, mabey I just need a vacation. Which is good cuz summer is just round the corner, and I don't intend to wait around doing nothing. I'm going to have a great summer this year. I've worked hard enough throughout the school year to deserve a vacation.
Sections are on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday wish us luck. I'm actually swimming this year so thats great. Worked my ass off during season so im going to enjoy Lodi more this year hopefully. Plus theres going to be tri-tip yummy!
To be happy is all I've wanted, is that too much to ask for? |
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| Daym it's been a while since I've written in this. Swim season's been aight I guess just really tired not just with the practices but with everything thats going on right now. I really need a vacation from it ALL. |
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| Well vacation is coming to an end soon. The only good thing that has gone on this vaction is not having HW to deal with. And getting the O.C. dvd's thanks James. But yeah thats pretty much it. I watched the whole first season in less then 3 days! Wow ahah. Thats okay cuz it really made time fly, and I have a lot of time to waste. Gosh I need to be able to drive soon at least that way I don't always have to wait for rides or stay home forever doing nothing waiting for someone to go out with. Were is everybody? |
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